Interesting picture I found of myself...

My hair obviously looks hideous, but it had been so windy. Just look at that sky, that nature. Crazy right? No editing anywhere..


Here, in my country...

When the weather is finally good.. it's GOOOOOOOD.

Usually, we are not blessed with the best of all weathers (envies california residents)..

But when the weather is good here.. us Dutchies take full advantage of it! So I guess contrast is something to appreciate! Whenever it's over 20 degrees celcius the little terasses are crammed with people!

And finally, we have what we call "Rokjesdag", translating to 'Skirtsday'. The first day of the year women go out wearing skirts with bare legs under it! Something men have almost made a national festive day of! HA! And rightfully so btw, because it's something to treasure! There is no greater feeling then a little breeze, great weather, and just enjoying it in your bikini or summer dress! And for me.. the first day of wearing bare feet in your shoes is festive too! Yay to high heels and flip flops!


Ps. Yes, I'm enjoying the weather in the backyard with my laptop, right now, as we type! Those pictures were made five minutes ago! How live is that? So yeah, that's our backyard!

*honk honk*

Yeehaa! I stopped procastrinating and finally called my driversschool to start taking lessons! I am waiting for a call back, but I will have my first ever real driving lesson on tuesday or wednesday! And I'm EXCITED! I can't wait to get my drivers license and take a big step forward in life! I can't wait to have my own little crappy car that breaks down everytime you look at it, but you don't care because it's YOURS! It will take you everywhere you want!

I can't WAIT to start! Now it's only a matter of time before the car above is mine (hee hee)!


My wishboard!

So, some of you may, and some of you may not know that I am a true follower of the Secret, and especially the knowledge behind it. For the past three years I have been studying the Law of Attraction, and I am so glad to finally be able to say: oh how I've GROWN. I know myself so much better than I did three years ago. And as for my mood.. I went from depression to being absolutely thrilled with life.

And no matter how grown up I sometimes consider myself to be... I've never lost my fantasy. And I am SO glad for that. I am a total daydreamer. And you'd think.. isn't that annoying? Well.. as a wise man once said...

"The gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my talent of absorbing positive knowledge"
- Albert Einstein

So, that is why I intend to create a wishboard on this blog, along with everything else I post.

What is a wishboard? A wishboard is actually a board you put pictures of your goals up, things you want to achieve, things you'd like to have, experiences you'd like to have. Now that doesn't have to be a board... it can well be a blog with pictures :). So... I'm excited to share my first goal...

It is material, but I don't see it as shallow. Because what is wrong with wanting in your life? I'm spiritual and loving enough to compensate ;)

Black high Louboutin shoes!

APRIL 22ND 2011

My goal is to own them within a year from now, wich for me is a goal that I can believe in. It is very well possible. Only thing is... plain black or patent? I'm not sure :-)

It's so NICE to fantasise, and see myself flaunt around on those!



My favorite Lady GaGa videos!

Lady GaGa - Pokerface acoustic
It all started for me with this video. It was this video that proved to me that she really could sing, and she really did have talent. It made me respect her so much more.

Lady Gaga ft Beyonce - Telephone
I can't describe how epic this video is. It's like.. Michael Jackson epic. That's right. I said it.

Lady GaGa - Speechless (live)
I just recently saw this video and it made me fall in love with GaGa even more. Just look at how talented she is. She makes being a superstar look so easy!

Lady Gaga - Paparazzi live at VMA 2009
Trust me, you HAVE to watch this. This performance is so epic.. I will not give anything away, but something really spectacular (besides her singing and dancing live) will take place. This video sealed the deal.. I love Lady GaGa.

Lady Gaga

So.. I might have been her biggest hater for a while. I thought she was over the top, and probably had no talent whatsoever. I HATED the fact that normal looking ordinary i-don't-ever-want-to-stand-out-people would say: "I LOVE Lady Gaga. She does and wears everything nobody else dares to." Then I'd think: so what are YOU doing then? How can you look up to somebody and not in some slight way try to act after your beliefs?

That all changed when I saw her Telephone video. It's pure genius. It really is. There's no denying. Then I went and googled her, I loved her craziness and outfits. I watched some interviews with her.. she's a girl chasing her dreams. I watched her live on YouTube. And boy, she really DOES have talent. She REALLY does. And she's mindblowing!

And yes, since I consider myself to be a little fashion freaky (I mean, seriously, who wears a mouse brooch?!), I allow myself to adore her. Not even secretly.

I love you Lady Gaga. Thank you for stepping up for all people who feel(/felt) like they don't fit in!


PS. In my next post I will put my favorite Lady Gaga video's. I'll promise to keep it short and sweet!


Love runs so deep...

I found a reason for me,
To change who I used to be.
A reason to start over new...

... And that reason is you.

I am so grateful to have found my great love. I am thankful for every moment I share with him. There is truly no greater thought than the one of spending the rest of my life with him.